Spirit Guides Confusion/"Emergency"

Hi there! My name is Joseph and I'm new to the forum. A year ago I had a strong metaphysical experience involving very intense energy, and ever since I've been following my spirit guides. Long story short, after a few radical life changing decisions, I'm currently homeless and have cut my family loose. 

Although I feel I understand the reasons behind these supposedly necessary actions, I'm currently stuck in the process. I was asked to "declutter" my life, (when I say asked I mean guide mainly through numbers), and I'm still being asked that. Removing my mom from my life was the hardest decision I've ever made, although for a couple hours I felt the best I've ever had since the energy cord was finally removed after months of trying. I felt incredibly powerful and with a significant expansion of consciousness. This unfortunately didn't last long though since after I held conversation with a guy at the grocery store I felt a huge parasite invading my solar plexus. I know I should have protected my energy better but please keep in mind I'm totally new at this. 

Anyhow, right now I don't really know what to do since I don't have much else to declutter. I have asked my angels and archangels to help me but it's not completely working. Besides, if you're homeless it's a little difficult to find a quite place to meditate. 

Thank you so much for reading this and if you have any advice I would be immensely grateful.

Kind regards,

Joseph