A new way of sharing =)

Thank you Open - yes I felt that too and it's interesting that you mention the feeling of adventure as that has been brewing in me lately. I have found myself drawn to crossing many bridges (literally and figuratively) that appear dangerous to me, or seem to have some sort of blockage on them that I can't get by...then I sit with it, the bridge, the blockage and feel for where that blockage is inside...relax, unwind, and go forth...I keep finding that the physical, visual blockage is then just nothing...like a mirage...all built up with sticks and mud and leaves, imposing looking but actually completely navigatable with attention and discernment. I have also found this sense of adventure invigorate me...draws me out of repetitive patterns - habits - inertia and enlivens me with a sense of purpose and capability, courage and playful spirit. =) with love and appreciation for the reflection, Jen

Just sharing a dream I had last night that has touched me so deeply... It feels so tangible and supportive.

I am jogging in my "work" clothes and there is a man in his 20s that has appeared recently twice in my dreams... Last time he asked me how old I was and he said he was "ten cent" ... No idea what that means. He is jogging in his work clothes as well... He has black kind of loose wavy hair which is grown out to his ears and he is relaxed and innocent feeling... Very light and effortless... Funny and open feeling. We are just naturally jogging alongside each other and it feels incredible... Just like being immersed in a deep feeling of home. He mentions that he just had lunch for $4 and then there are four other men, all the same size ahead of us also jogging in work clothes ... They are light and playful ... I never see their faces... They are calling me his girlfriend... Like playground teasing ... It is received as innocent. Now this man is on a bicycle and I am jogging alongside him... It surprises me that I can keep up but it is without any effort. I ask him where his home is as I feel I am going with him... I assume it is nearby but he says it is in Wyoming... Which is quite far from me. He "asks" his father (without words) about my journeying their with him and he relays to me that it will be a "3 all the way there" and that it is dangerous - that I may die. I see a river flowing uphill and know that it's this river that I must travel to reach him.

Powerful feeling dream...staying open to all it is speaking to... Perhaps more will land in the day...

This is funny... Just remembered that there is a place called Jenny Lake in Wyoming... I have never been but my parents went and brought me back the tshirt (like that old silly saying!)... Perhaps that's why Wyoming came up... Coming home to myself

Hey Katie! Great to connect with you here. Wow, that image is so precise - exactly the feeling!! And what you wrote here "It helped me to allow 'the walls' to fully close in on me then the alchemy would begin and the density would dissolve." A huge YES to that...I feel up to this point there has been a resistance to 'the squeeze'. I really appreciate your sharing, Thank you <3 with love, Jen

Just sharing a bit of the energy I am feeling the last few days

Heaviness, weight, crushing
Arms like lead - heart exploding
Eyes red and burning
Can't breathe
So tired
The denseness, the noise
Like a vibrating metallic shell
Encasing the soul
Banging and smashing against it
Tightens it more
Screaming inside - an unnamed torrential flood of rage
Nothing escapes now
Feeling the agitation as it vibrates inside and feels as though this body will crack into infinite pieces
Containing this energy as the waves rise inside
Breathing deeply and centering in the core of my being
Cautious not to misdirect this energy
A sweet little bird sings out above the heaviness... Then the sweet coo of a dove
How does this energy want to flow?
Feeling the intensity and yet dancing in the lightness
Watching how this fierce wave wants to flow...

Hi Maureen and Trinity <3... Wonderful to feel you here. Expressing the depth of feeling and having it met with knowing hearts is such pure joy. Lots of love to you!! Jen

Wow you guys! It feels amazing to express what is bubbling up and springing to life and to really be received and felt by all of you beautiful friends. Your warm reception makes my heart SING! With love, Jen

Synchronicity sure speaks fast sometimes =) My daughter had left some clay in the oven too long and burnt it a bit and filled the whole house with smoke. Then she brings me the piece after it cooled and it's me on a bridge... A tad well done =)