I have been feeling a faster energy which is making me feel at times that I can't sit still or even having a feeling of agitation, however I realised today that the main thing coming up for me is painful karma, along with a series of incidents which are linked to soverignty.

I have experienced 4 incidents over 2 days where people have shouted at me and/or tried to control me in some way, with two of the incidents occurring just 5 minutes apart! On each occasion, I was able to look the individual in the face (barring an email interaction) and calmly say my peace. In years gone by I would have backed down, felt deep fear, and probably apologised just to keep the peace and not upset anyone. But I was able to stay grounded and say what I needed to say, including calling them out for their behaviour, before ending the interaction. One of the incidents triggered a trauma reaction which, although incredibly painful, has helped me realise I am ready to deal with that soverign-related trauma now.

I am feeling grateful for the gifts that have presented themselves these past few days.

Much love

Nikki 🙏