Wow. This video gets right to the heart of it, and the phrase "I know you're here - lets talk" referring to our shadow really landed for me. The timing of this video is also pretty synchronous.

I am currently in the process of changing jobs, and due to start a new one next week. Yesterday the new employer dropped a bomb where the job offer was potentially (and highly likely) to be rescinded. My reaction to this has shone a light into how heavily invested in the matrix I am, and how reliant. However, I was able to work with the feelings that came up in a way I haven't done before. I did go back into fear so I clearly haven't worked through it all fully.

The job offer was not rescinded in the end and although there was some kind of relief around financial security, there's another part of me, a part that wants to break free, that almost wishes it had turned out differently. I followed the flow when I accepted the new job which came 'out of the blue' but was also highly synchronous. Perhaps this new job will finally help me break through the fear of lack of resources. I sense a bumpy ride ahead!