Liberation of the Orions...Dealing with "Grey" Energy of The Control Drama

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Hi Open, Thank you for today's post about the Greys, straight to the point and easy to understand . I really appreciated it ....no beating about the bush. I was getting a bit confused and as well as attention to detail I always maintain that there is simplicity  at the root of everything.

Much love Heather

Hey Open,

So from your comment above, how do I work into the karma of this? I'm  still getting a hang of how all this stuff works, so any clues would be most helpful. Thanks.

Or should I just reread 5 gateways?

I seem to have such an empathy for the wee greys.Am I feeling THEIR feelings of loss and abandonment (which I have done for a long time now)or are they my feelings or both?

Aah questions, questions! yes ask the universe to show me!

I welcome any input on this.

thanks.

Zee : )

Hi there fellow travellers,

Well finally I see what has been happening to me. For a long time now as soon as I wake I feel this grey yukky feeling like all is lost, abandoned and hopeless and no motivation to do anything. Yet i push on and realize I contract against this feeling and want to distract from it. Anything to not FEEL it. 

I have pondered on the reasons for this for ages and finally its clicked! tadah! ding!

I see that it is probably the greys doing their thing in my field. 

When I read about how they have been disconnected from source, feel lost and abandoned, I was so overcome with sadness and a deep compassion I wept and felt a profound urge to help them reconnect. They are just doing what they do, like we all do in  our lives, not realizing the impact and fruitlesness of this way of being. I have a much greater understanding from reading everyone's responses, Divinicus and want to learn to sit with the feelings and become one and hopefully I can help myself and them in my journey back to source.

Thankyou to all in this beautiful community who share and reflect. I have been greatly encouraged by you.

hugs to all across the ether

Love Zee : )

Here's a poem about it:

The Grey

Before I open my eyes I feel you 

a lion with its prey

helpless in your grasp

can't think, can't see, powerless

finanally I see after all this time

I must not run or hide, but embrace you

look you in the face and know

you are not 'me'

Step through the doorway before me

to freedom.

ej 30.10.18

All luck to all of you exploring the possibility of Divinicus in that beautiful forest....and chopping wood and carrying water.  Yes i resonate with that, that we're restoring something that is lost. I guess holding the relativistic experience and the interconnectedness is the spirituality of today. I'm curious about this Nirvana....sure would be great if that's what the Universe is dreaming up. 

Thank you so much Open for this explanation! It touches upon my struggle (perceived so by the relative, separate self of course) I'm dealing with for a while. I had to re-read your reply a couple of times to grasp it but each time it becomes a bit clearer. The plus and minus equation is really helpful. It really works for me! 

This paradox of being and not-being is a bitter pil to swallow sometimes for me. I'm also yearning for the full expression of soul in this relativistic experience. And of course the loss of the perspective of the absolute is what causes the suffering for me (or the separate self again). I do not fully understand the 'why' of it all but what I seem to be experiencing is the progressive 'download' of the soul and with that, ultimately, the perspective of the Void of presence. I feel that in this life it's all about embodied enlightenment. It's the ability to be able to be conscious all of the time in the densest of experiences (or so I believe now). But I recon it's also 'a desire' for consciousness to to fully enjoy the relativistic experience instead of just trying to transcend it. The old Indian spirituality seemed to be only interested in transcending the physical as if the where only a prison from which to escape. But that doesn't make sense to me: why would you as pure consciousness project yourself in a relativistic experience if your only goal was to escape it? Why then incarnate in the first place? You might as well stayed at home! So I figure there must be anther reason why the simultaneous out-breath and in-breath is taking place. Maybe evolution has a direction and is not just the merry-go-around of the cycle of death and rebirth? Maybe (just for the adventure of it) its innate direction or striving is to absorb so much light in it that at one point (which will never be achieved) it perfectly mimics the absolute Void. So then existence would not only be about transcendence but also about transformation. And enjoyment....playfulness. These enquiries became important to me because I was wondering why the heck my spiritual journey coincided with these urges to create art. Why would that matter if my existence revolved only around transcendence? Why do more and more people use more and more of their 'junk'-dna? Why are there children born with more then three dna-strands? Creation seems to be heading somewhere....has a certain direction. Creation itself seems to matter not just consciousness. Guess more answers will come when I integrate more of the real Me. 

patience Appie, patience 

hi Jennaya,

love your sharing. Especially when you say that ideally that they are not consuming our attention and energy and that is all about us and our relationship with ourselves. i believe ultimately OC is pointing towards that. If Lucifer is a representation of the dark side I believe he/she is holding a huge mirror in front of us so we can see it's about the relationship with ourselves. I can only conclude there must an enormous compassion behind that! 

hugs back!

glad to read it resonates Vimal! 

I always found it very enlightening Open how you described OC and its workings. And I believe very necessary because in true spiritual growth there's no room for denial.

It's just that I discover that through the years for me personally I've come to a point where I had to drop the idea of anything outside myself attacking me. It's a change of perspective but important now for me at this stage I feel. Some years ago it was valid: I had to come to terms with the fact that OC existed, was real within my field and on this earth. It was mind-blowing to me and triggered so much on so many levels! But now I realise it's all me and that pointing to anything outside myself (including people of course) is keeping me in victim-mode. If I'm honest I have to recognise that all this time I was afraid to open up to life. I was afraid (and still am) that if I did it would cost me dearly and would cause me great suffering and maybe death. Now I feel that was just a believe all along and now I can open up because it's safe. But this is what's relevant to me right now. I think it depends on what lesson a person is trying to get at a certain moment. 

Hopping between densities,

semi-Grey Appie. 

Apollonius , i totally resonate with your comment. I see this aspect of control in myself when I'm dealing with entities. To me vulnerability has been a great key in these situations. Often these need for control comes from a need to be a certain way in the outer situations and when i let that go i can let go of this control and the density which has holding the entity naturally unravels. So it's not really a question of how can i be nothing in the situation. 

Marije, i feel to respond with an experience i had some time back. Hope you resonate. Some months i woke up at 4am feeling tired and under attack and i felt to meditate. Some time into the meditation intellectually i came at this answer. The need for me to clear this entity is because of a need to 'perform' in class i had to take the same morning. At the moment i could just let go this need to perform and the entity which was holding on to this tightness and expectation unraveled without me doing anything. It was like magic. I was being 'nothing' in it at that situation. So i think it should begin with an enquiry as to why its there. I hasten to add it's not really this straight forward everytime.  I also wake up most morning feeling tired and possibly under some attack. But nowadays i observe that if I sit long enough with the tightness and the attack it begins to unwind naturally and lightness comes through. Then its only a matter of giving attention to the lightness. 

You also wrote ,

I have also realised that this is now almost becoming like a strategy (intention?) that I apply in order to clear things up and feel somewhat ‘sane’ again

Yes, i have seen this exact dynamic in myself. This is particularly in line with what i said above. Is there an attachment to this 'sane' part of yourself?

With love

VImal 

Hi Marye,

I felt to respond to your inquiry into 'becoming as nothing in it'. I have had many conscious experiences and clashes with the energy of the Greys. It doesn't really resonate for me personally to call them OC because in my experience I have a Grey aspect myself...it's part of me and trying to find resolution. When you ask how to be 'as nothing in it' there could be an undercurrent of control in that question: how can I control the situation when I am under attack? Like you pointed out yourself: maybe OC is reflecting perfectionism which is an expression of control. Control is the very psychological state that is associated with OC. What works for me is to not figure it out what to do beforehand. But instead let the latching on or attacks happen whenever they happen and say to yourself when you notice it: 'I am like nothing in it'. And then trust that you are! Over time I became more proficient at it and sometimes I totally fail and am trying to control the attack again. But I think it's hard to explain the how, you''ll just have to fly by the seat of your pants (is that how you say that?) and It suddenly clicks...

Hope this might help

Hi Marije,

Like you, I am experiencing similar sensations and i understand how challenging it might be to fully accept when you feel like your head is about to explode.  Nevertheless, it feels right - when i relax more deeply about the OC intervention, the intensity goes down and i am more able to eject it. You right

Particularly, around my head there are a lot of very intense sensations (headaches and vibrations) and I can feel how OC is playing around with me there (or am I mistaking my higher self coming through strongly?).

I think it is both what you are feeling: soul integration and OC resistance (at least that is what i feel in my case).

Syncronistically today, while in the middle of "Implants/Entities" meditation, I was distracted twice by unusual sounds in my space. Second time around was right at the part of meditation dealing with entities.  And when i opened my eyes i was very surprised to see a lizard right next to me. Must have gotten through cracks. Didn't want to go easily but i had to catch and release it outside. Tried to bite and didn't want to go but had no choice when i had it cornered as it was my space.

Interesting reflections indeed!  I will go and  meditate on this a bit!

With you well with your explorations!

Anatoly

Hi Anatoly,
I'm a bit of a mess today, so I had to read you comment twice before it hit me, like, yes, ant, distraaaaction... it fits, not sure where but it does, thanks so much!
Passing on the virtual hug,
Heike

Hi Heike, as i was reading your post, noticed that an ant was crawling over me. First, I took it off but then came back crawling again over me, a bit distracting ... But then i said, ok this is just an ant and just a body. Yes, it is a bit distracting but i just let it be and as I am typing it, i can no longer feel it. Anyway, not sure if this resonates a bit with your experience in a metaphoric way or maybe just a BS but thought it was interesting *wink*

It was great connecting with you on the last day of retreat. You are supported!

With Love,
Anatoly

Heike, I remember at the New Year Retreat how your amazing energy – just who you are! - would cheer me up and pull me in like magic! So, I always think of you with great affection.
You say: “I'm up again now, and so much has shifted, I'm standing in a different place. Looking at a different view.” Beautiful. I resonate. Tidal waves are endless and so are the resurrections! I would like to share with you that I have been experiencing conflict (inner and outer) as carrying a special charge of eros. Conflict often feels to me like wrestling! Being knocked off your feet…getting up and down again. Some people, myself included – and I guess you may resonate – find the challenge energising! I find that conflict is an honourable dynamic of change and transformation. And so you say: “Feeling ready to use the coming four days off to go throw myself over the next cliff. See how it feels to fly.” Love your spirit! I am already energised!
xx

Thanks for the virtual hug, Aspasia. I haven't been feeling too well these last few days, and your reply cheered me up - the three or four times I came back to read it. :-)

Well, that tidal wave sure knocked me off my feet. I'm up again now, and so much has shifted, I'm standing in a different place. Looking at a different view. Feeling ready to use the coming four days off to go throw myself over the next cliff. See how it feels to fly. :-)

Also, Universe is awesome.

Heike, what a fascinating and challenging experience! You are such an amazing being! Thanks. I felt to send you a big virtual hug to accompany you during the process.

Much love x

What activates, what kicks off, it's like a tidal wave - sight going blurry (had to turn away before I could continue reading), cold shivers running through my body, tingling in my hands and feet, heart racing, slight nausea, though not in a shocky kind of way, more like things are moving.

The feeling of: Yes, I know, and finally someone else knows, too.

This bit was espacially strong: being fooled/conned into leaving your body and thereby loosing yourself for some considerable time, it felt like yes, felt familiar, horrible and horribly familiar.

And I was reminded of this experience I had, about a month ago. I was meditating, following the sensations in my body, and suddenly I started twitching, lots of jerky, abrupt motions, my whole body moving with seemingly no input of my brain - I had the weird feeling of being a bystander and watching what was going on. After a while I heard/felt a vibration/sound, it was loud and disruptive, and then I wasn't outside watching anymore but inside. Lying down, shapes moving around me, this vibration/sound doing things to my body, and my thought of "I have to hold on, I cannot let go, I cannot let them do that", with a sense of being responsible for a group of others, I had to protect them, keep those things away from them, keep my group hidden. Then the thought that, no, I don't have to hold on, physical death isn't the end, and my group, they are all souls shaping their own path. So I let go.

Felt myself rising, into the light. But I turned and looked down at the body, saw my empty eyes, and thought: I can do this, I can bear witness to what is happening. Saw the body jerking, just an empty shell. I felt sad.

The things stopped what they were doing, conferred, and threw the body away; I got the distinct sensation of "experiment failed". Had the odd sensation for a moment of being back in the body, looking through those empty eyes, and feeling utterly rejected, look how I twisted myself all out of shape and I'm still not good enough. Watched the body crawl away and followed, wanted to soothe it, wanted to tell her, show her, how much love I felt, but - I couldn't reach her, no matter how hard I tried, she couldn't feel me.

So maybe the experiment didn't fail. Or that experience isn't connected at all; there's something inside of me shouting to not be stupid, these are two different things, don't post your drivel; yet it was what popped up when I read those words, so.

Also, there's a sensation of echo, in this life, of being tricked into trust and then systematically cleared out and used for ... I'm not entirely sure. Things. (And here I'd been wondering why I'd drawn that person into my life, but, well. Also feels as though we've been playing this out for a while now.)

Trauma, that rings a very loud bell, fear and a sense of determination, of "finally" and "no longer", and increasingly as though I know exactly whatever it is my mind claims I don't know.

Also feeling a bit like Frodo at the end of Fellowship here: I know what I need to do, it's just, I'm afraid to do it.

(Standing at the precipice, holding my breath, holding still, the tiniest movement will tip me over).

This calls for another cup of tea and some time out, I think. The office it not the best place for this kind of thing.

Phew.

Will explore more at a better time and place.

So. Orions.

I feel Universe has been trying to tell me something here for a while now. First, some time around the Breakthrough seminar in September last year, I came across the book "El An Ra - The Healing of Orion" on the open bookshelf at the supermarket. I felt pulled to take it with me, even though most of me scoffed and though: What load of crap. Still, I followed the pull, because, hey, open bookshelf, it's for free, and the worst that can happen is it gathers dust on my bookshelf for a while, right?

It did, until one day I just grabbed it and started reading. It starts with the description of how this warrior-race conquers Orion and wipes out its inhabitants; then, when they are settled, they trap a higher dimensional being to become the queen for their king. Only she is too pure and compassionate to ever submit, so they twist and manipulate her until she becomes a heartless, power-hungry creature, and at that point I had to stop reading because I was judging her so hard - why couldn't she hold out, she should have held out - and I don't need the book telling me "this is your story" to know that this is hitting close to home. But I just couldn't keep reading at that point.

So Universe tried again: When I came back home from the 5Gateways seminar in January, I felt pulled to read Divinicus, and - ignoring the part of me that screamed I hadn't finished Breakthrough yet - I did. My reaction to the description of healing the Greys in that book was similar to Aspasia's: Tears welled up, and I felt my inside ring like a struck bell, and it rang with the sound of YES. THAT. Still, I flinched back from and told myself that I had to work on other things first.

And because three times is the charm: Last week I saw this guy on the train, reading a novel from the warhammer series, and from where I was peeking at his book, it seemed the title was Orion.

I feel as though the next step is me stumbling and crashing headfirst into a blinking, flashion neon sign spelling out ORION. On the other hand, I mean, I've been asking Universe "Could you kind of hit me over the head with these things please, so that I really don't miss them?" I suppose a "warhammer" fits the bill...

So the next morning during mediation time, when I scanned my field and noticed the areas of tightness, and the thought of "hey, you've got Greys" arose, I went in search of them. Sinking deeper, poking closer, and suddenly it felt as though something clicked, and I could see/feel them standing there, two of them, slightly behind my left shoulder. And I felt... something from them, and remembering Divinicus, I tried to communicate that it was okay now, the time was here, they could drop the energy suits.

Again something clicked, and suddenly this yearning arose inside of me, of rising up and going home and dissolving into the light. It was so strong, and for a moment I was confused, because while I know this feeling, it's never been so strong before. Took me a while to realise that maybe it wasn't my own yearning but theirs.

So I tried to show them how I do it, going inside and up, but it felt blocked, like, I could feel the "up", it was there, but just out of reach. And I stopped myself from reaching and tried sinking, finding the veil inside of me that hide the way, but I couldn't find it. I kept getting blocked.

And then programming kicked in and told me I had to rush to get ready to go to work.

Later on the train I thought about what I'd experienced, and suddenly, strongly, there was the impression that I know them, I know these two Greys, or rather, the souls. Crying on a train full of commuters without giving a fig about who might notice takes some practise.

And in the wake of that the thought arose of, Hey, maybe they're still here for a reason, maybe the reason I couldn't connect them wasn't because I did anything wrong, but because I need to do something else first? Something I need them to be there, here, in my field for?

Um. So.

Typing this all down really helps. Now that I have put it out, it feels as though I know, at some level, why and what and how. Um. Maybe? I just know there is something, some knot of... something, and I really, really, really do not want to go there.

Okay. Um. Maybe I need more time? Approach slowly? Or... just get used to this... sensation first?

Or am I playing the avoidance game again?

Gonna go make myself another cup of tea and sit with this for a while.

Doubt, unworthiness, feeling like a fake, guilt for not stepping up to the perceived expectations of the 'leader', ongoing low level stress of 'not getting it wrong' or pleasing people, being in service and addiction to limiting behaviours. Yes. All. Tick. I admit I'd not seen this grey energy before. The raptor - the consumption, lust and greed yes that' I've been sensitive to but this smoggy energy not so much, until now.
For sometime my mind has been, not foggy like Jen's, but doughy - like a spongy doughnut around my crown. Like a fungus. I've lost mental clarity and speed of thought, the capacity to order stuff - like it takes me ages to follow a recipe - just remembering the instruction from reading to action - it gets lost. In there there is a fear that this is just early alzheimers (is this a disease of the intervention? Are all diseases?)
And I've suspected that this is a disabling attack, an assault resisting the incursion of light, of alignment. And the dough, supports a lethargy that has left me walking through the woods with my eyes on the ground unable, seemingly to lift my gaze level let alone to the tree tops or sky. Nothing was talking. Just dead - none of the vibrance and connection. Not even feeling abandoned.
And yet mixed up in all of this, as my mother flirts with death I have found myself facing letting go myself, surrending to the aloneness of death - softening into the void. And for months the sewers around my house have been backing up nad there has been shit on my garden and all over my neighbour's garden again and again - more letting go, more softening, more emptying out, more steeping over the edge. Today, no more. I've drafted the complaint letters and catalogued the events and the visits from the sewers cleaning men. No more. This has got to stop..
and still the light has seeped in the cracks - a timely reminder to take the busyness of the mind down into my heart, a radiant still candle reminding me that what I see in it is in me, taking each breath to the edge of more surrender: lying on the edge.
But this grey attack, this greyness. And the inviting to step out of the energy suit - another edge - into a condition of being with no reference points from the old bubble. Another edge.
There is thIs i. i am not out of these woods. The brace is still on my head. But the connection is returning. The angels respond.
On the way I learnt this wonderous switch. Catching the feelings of 'not good enough' I invite her to come and sit by by my side. This 'not good enough one' can hang out by the fire by my thigh. and then, the identity having a place, but not central stage, once again i recognise the emptyfullness of that which sits in the central I - beingness.

Yes, ok. I wasn't initially getting the connection to the solar plexus in the earlier conversation. Thank you =)

Hey Open - I am wondering how the intellect, the Ray 3 and the solar plexus are related?? I am realizing that the place I am tightening around is my solar plexus... My physically body is subconsciously pressing my upper body into my lower body so that there is a crunching sensation in my solar plexus which seems to be related to the sense of fogginess and lack of concentration in my mind. I keep seeing 3s everywhere and over the last few days 3 men who are in my home or working around my house have shown me that the screen to their iPhones is cracked. Just now I was heading to the water to go jog and couldn't pass over the railroad tracks as three police cars were blocking the way. In the meantime I had a "helmet" shaped headache the other night and when I bring attention to my head I can feel a subtle headache that perhaps is there all the time. I see that the solar plexus is related to lower mind so how does the brain fit into that picture?? I have sense of what is happening here but perhaps you can fill me in on the dynamics of how the big picture works??

This is related to all of that:

We are approaching an auspicious and decisive point in our journey. There is a multi-faceted, multi-dimensional imposition occurring that is focused and determined to subjugate our Humanity and our planet.

https://www.weareinfinite.love/blog/beta-tested

I am intrigued by this article and being new to the openhand approach I am exploring and like to inquire.

I am aware that extra-terrestrials exist in the field because quantum physics provides lots of scientific evidence on this, as well as of course the myriad of peoples’ experiences on sightings and other events, which are often suppressed by the mainstream. Of course the extent of influence of these beings into our emotional lives (body and mind) as this article explains is kind of new to me and I am very open to this knowledge. I can reflect on my past experiences as a child and then in meditation retreats where I may have had encounters with Greys. But I also recall that many religious approaches, including many Buddhist traditions that I am a bit more familiar with, discuss the presence of alien beings who inhabit other dimensions and coexist with us. One example is a Tibetan tradition that claim “illnesses and misfortunes of a non-medical kind are brought to a place or person by the incursion of powerful, alien spirits into one’s space…”.

So on this note, upon reading the paragraphs titled ‘Who are the greys’ and ‘Pain of existence’ I immediately had tears in my eyes out of a genuine compassion for the greys! Yes, I was also surprised with myself! I thought ‘look how much these beings are suffering…so great is their suffering that they inflict suffering on us for their survival!’. I felt a lot of love – which again surprised me – and a desire to liberate them, to save them. I feel like ‘ok boys and girls, talk to me, let’s figure this out!’ Ha ha! I was very interested in how I related to the greys either seeing them as beings or metaphorically. The key question for me is: ‘How do I relate to this?’.

At the same time, I felt that the phenomenon of the greys “farming” us and us (people) “farming” the earth/animals/ourselves/each other is another confirmation of how interconnected we ALL are, how we are ‘interbeing’ no matter what dimension we are inhabiting! So, our liberation is dependent on the liberation of the greys and the liberation of the greys is dependent on our liberation: the total acceptance and surrender of unconditional love (‘healing the greys with love’ section). What an amazing experience to liberate the greys Open! Very inspiring!

The night before yesterday was a very challenging night. My body felt very heavy and my head was cloudy and fussy. I went to bed and normally I meditate, body scanning, breath, full body awareness (sensations) but that night it was impossible to return my mind to the body. My attention was caught up in the fussiness of my head if you like. I have had experiences like these in intense meditation retreats. I was fine with what was happening, although VERY unpleasant, so I ended up feeling my mind in my body so to speak: the felt sense of fussiness, heaviness, buzziness etc. It all felt ‘rough’. Upon waking up the heaviness and cloudiness was still there for most of the day. I was softening and surrendering as best as possible. Greys? May be. Then I read this article and I actually felt more surrendering, if you like, knowing that to liberate the greys, I need to liberate myself, so works both ways! So, the next night I asked the greys to stay on that side of the room and sleep there instead! I normally switch off wifi etc and meditate to fall asleep. Well, I woke up with a crystal clear head and light body! Everything indeed passes, everything is transient, no matter how pleasant or unpleasant it is – I reminded myself. And sending the greys to sleep elsewhere works too! I am very much aware though that the environment I am in locally and on a macro level is affecting me a lot. Change is needed there and I am on it. It also helps to revisit the book 5gateways.

Thanks for an interesting article and all responses.

Thank you for the response! I have no clear idea what or whom it is either. I've just resolved lately to do my best to ignore that moment when I hear my name being called and like I said.. Mentally/visually throwing up dictionaries and just saying "Grab a sentence, because this is getting old! Or my last resort of..I am changing my name, just call me, Hey you!"

I feel like Ive gone a complete route to decipher where its coming from, and sometimes I think I might know, then the whole gamut goes around again of my internal why, whats and no..Just no. I know I'm not giving much information about it, and I just at this point am giving up on trying to figure out what the entire point is you know. The thing is though is I just don't as a rule give up on anything. I have pretty much looked hell straight on and lived to tell that tale, I have and would forever go a thousand rounds for mankind/everything in general. But this, this is just to much for me to handle I guess.

Regarding your books, I am going to get them all. Just these things take time and I cant wait. Very excited :)
Wyndè

I have struggled with low back pain all of my life. We burned wood for heat all of my childhood years. As long as I can remember I was helping in the woods loading blocks then unloading the truck when we got home. Then I started splitting the wood with a 6lb maul when I was 8 years old. About that same time I started hauling the wood to the house with a wheel barrow. We only had room for about 6 wheel barrow loads in the porch so I would haul every weekend. It was about 150 yards from where my dad put the wood piles to the house. During this time dad spent a lot of time in the bar. Most of the time I had to shovel a path to the house to wheel the wood. There were so many things that could have been done to make this situation better and they fell on deaf ears. Finally I got really sick of the continuous backaches and refused to haul wood unless some thing changed. I can't tell you the level of frustration and anger that it takes for a 10 year old kid to stand his ground with his father repeatedly over several months. Finally we ended up piling the wood behind the house. No more wheel barrow, Yay!! The point of this story is I feel and think there was some OC influence in the whole family dynamic, me included. As recently as 2 years ago the thought of working with firewood would cause a backache. When I forgave my father then this eased somewhat. What a perfect distortion for an entity to feed from? I still heat with wood by the way!!

I just want to say first off how amazed I am that you all are so brave in sharing your experiences! Thank you!
I'm pretty sure I've had a visitor (grey and helper/pudgy lil dwarf guy, hard to explain) a very long time ago. I was numb, head to toe, could not move. At that time my children were very young so I was in over protective mode.
Well, to make the story short I recall being very angry and kind of had this burst from within and what I call my internal wolf/beast/just me, shot forward as I sat up in bed and just said NO, then as I looked around I saw shadows and I said no, get out now!
It could of been psycho symptomatic for all I know because I had read about these happenings a few years earlier, and I was going to need a body part removed. I cant recall any other time this happening to me until about a year ago I had the weirdest experience of my life. To say that for me, is huge. Because - going to try and be brave here, its a bit hard for me to let people know me. I've had to do a lot of overcoming of childhood extreme abuse happenstances, conditioning of being not accepted, understood, heard, and worst of all the oftentimes - Can you dumb down yourself for me type behaviors from people close to me and not so close. Then the upturn of having my life saved on more than one occasion by other world entities, that I call Angels. Ive seen them, walked with them, talked with them - even told one face to face, you are an Alien! Which really did not go very well at all, they don't seem to have much humor.
Back to my experience (before I delete this and run and hide in a dark room somewhere LOL)
I was standing in my kitchen, making my Grandson lunch. I had my back turned to him and out of nowhere came this voice calling my name. At first I was a bit annoyed and then my name was called really really loud again. I turned around expecting to just, oh I don't know, just know one of the Angel's were there or something and were demanding my attention. But nothing was there. It actually made me just stop, I just stopped in my tracks and went extremely silent internally. Trying really hard to decipher where, why and what of this "thing" calling my name. I got no answer at all, which annoyed me even further and of course piqued my curiosity.
Well to make this short, I have no answer on who what where or why of this voice calling my name. Ive contemplated, Ive meditated and just when I think OK it must be this, this or that. I go to the other extreme of mentally throwing up the visual of a dictionary and saying out loud, Here, grab a sentence dammit, try this.. Its chock full of words we put together to form sentences. Try it sometimes, good grief man lol!
Well, its a year later and I still have no real solid concrete knowing of what the H is going on, but I have learned a new shielding type technique that at the very least has made the random calling my name sound further and further away.
And welp, there you go. I will more than likely panic a lot inside, but I found this site in a roundabout way in my search to decipher the "calling my name thang"
So whatcha think?! Is it a grey?!! Is it a human, is it a good grief I have no idea lol :)

Phew, ok then I'm totally traumatized by this but I'm trying to maintain some semblance of humor which is never a bad idea you know.
Wyndè

Thank you Open - it's so great to get more insight on this! I have a question about neural pathways. So say for example I have a looping thought of fear around a particular situation in my life. When I feel into it, I can not connect to the truth of that fear in my body. It goes from a flash of a fear with a surge of feeling and then it disappears as I move toward expression of that fear - there seems to be no energy around it that feels authentic - it feels purely mental. I feel like a couple things are happening - either the actual energy is not triggering me and it is a neural pathway that is invited to break through aligning with what feels real and moving with that OR now I am wonering if that is some sort of implant that flips a switch inside and turns off the feeling somehow - though I don't FEEL disconnected in the moment. I will explore more, but if there is anything you feel to elaborate on there, I would love to hear.

As i keep opening up more , i feel the interference of entities in my system more and more. Mostly i feel them implanted through my ear and at times i can feel really heavy tightness in my head which is not always static. I keep reminding myself its not the entities that matter but the blockages that drew them there in the first place. Hence i find myself thinking its fruitless to work to eject it but what would serve more is to work with the attachments. I can agree with how they create doubts and anxiety but if im present enough i can catch those thoughts when they arrive and recognize the source from where it came.

Another thing that keep presenting is the sense of being manipulated not just for me personally but for the collective humanity. How every system is purposefully designed to work against our collective evolution. And still people are ignorant towards this which makes the truth a burden to carry.

Hi Open,
In my life right now I am dealing with a situation which is bringing all of this up for me, fear, anxiety and doubt. I am very committed to moving forward despite the obstacles. These feelings are keeping me up at night or waking me up throughout the night. There are also constant loops that play through my head during the day. I can feel the tightness in my abdomen and can soften into that with my breath. I understand how it is bleeding my energy so I am working not to give attention to it. I am feeling though that perhaps I am not feeling it enough and maybe just keep going around in circles in my head. Am I not allowing the feelings enough? I don't want to give energy to energy to the negativity. Maybe this is just a way I am avoiding the feeling though. Is it that my attention should be more on the feeling in my body to unravel them? To feel this fully I have been asking what is the worst thing that could happen and then softening into where I am at the moment. Again maybe I am doing this to avoid the feeling. Also I have to keep bringing myself back to the fact that none of the things I am afraid are actually happening yet but I see how it can close me down. It just is really intense at times and maybe I am not going into it enough.
Thanks,
Kim

Open you said I realise that not everyone is yet fully able to perceive interdimensionally. That would be me. And if I'm being totally honest because so many people talk about their interdimenional experiences in their posts it intimidates me because it seems like whatever I have to say is so elementary compared to the conversations as a whole. On the rare occasions I do post something instead of it just flowing, I write and then keep re-reading it to make sure that what I'm saying isn't perceived as "stupid".

I hope that doesn't come across as complaining or whining because I don't mean it that way at all. I recognize a yearning from my soul to be able to perceive. And I was told by more than one person that part of my consciousness is working and helping in the 5D now. That excites me.

When you said At a very basic level, this interference instills doubt, fear and anxiety on the path - it limits people so that they won't make essential changes in their lives to empower their souls. That resonates very deeply with me and can be applied to a lot of what I am currently working with.

I have also realized that I am more out of my body than in it and when I try and feel into many areas it doesn't feel like my energy. I don't know what it is but It feels thick, foggy and dense. I'm not saying I have entities or implants but I recognize that the conditions were ripe to let them in just by my own unawareness.

I have also noticed mostly since the beginning of the year, that whenever I am on the Openhand site I get this ringing, buzzing in my head that intensifies the longer I am here. Again I'm not saying it's implants or opposing consciousness but it's making sense that it could be.

So all I can do is to take what feels like the next step to move in the direction that I want to go. To me working with the releasing entities meditation you mentioned in this post feels like a good place to start. Not with expectations or fear but with curiosity.

So there you have it and once I click the save button I am facing my fear by putting myself out there vulnerable to all. Thank you for creating a safe space so I have the courage to do so.

Namaste,

Ann

Open - I suppose there is a feeling of missed opportunity here and knowing that various things come up all the time but in staying in the mind about it rather than feeling it I have not retrieved these pieces. After I wrote my response I noticed that there was probably some control in it rather than trusting that everything will arise to meet me in the place where I am willing to go.

Thank you for your response!!
Jenny

Thank you Open for your support and guidance - I feel perched on the edge and this community teaches me to dive in and know that there will either be a landing place or wings!

Open you said:

"So to self-realise, you have to get into the eddy current. You have to be in the experience of it. To become the experience so much, that it can no longer define you because there's no rejection of it. That means to express the fullness of it. Then you bring presence into the pain. Then the pain ceases to be defined as 'pain'. It becomes a flowing, authentic expression of the soul."

I have filled journals with acknowledged patterns and with awareness space has grown between stimulus and response and there have been shifts but probably just into some other pattern since it seems to me now perhaps there is an indentity making a choice rather than allowing space for the soul to come through?...what may just be a more spiritually acceptable pattern but still a covering of the original pain of not self-realizing. So, I see how I have avoided looking, FEELING behind the pattern....bringing presence into the pain as you say...funny how we can fool ourselves because I thought I was doing this all along! =)

Question..is it possible for me to go into a review of these patterns as they have been named, labeled and acknowledged (many more of course than I realize yet!) in my journals and release them by sitting with them and feel behind them, drop into the feeling now even if it is not being stimulated by a present situation? Seems to me it is still presently occurring in this moment since the past and all the patterns we use to cover it are living in our way of being now.

Thank you!
Love,
Jenny

Thank you, Open. I have just begun to wonder and work with addressing the hook of the greys, and I found myself with the question, "well, now that I am experiencing this implant more directly, what can I do about it and how can I release it?" And here your article. :)
I have just begun working energetically with unhooking, and while working on this, have been steeping in the idea that everything in the universe is returning to love - me, the greys, everything. But I hadn't made the connection with fully loving this "opposition" through embracing, experiencing, and thus releasing. It makes total sense to me, and I also feel a strong longing to do so - to assist the release. So much!

Similar to Jenny, I've had the lifelong pattern of attaching to alpha males as a means of externalizing power. I see the truth that there is no power apart from our direct connection to Source, but the other seduction has been strong through my time here. So apparently this new clarity about releasing the grey hook also comes at a time when that paternal pattern is fully unwinding in me. So beautiful! I see how it (the pattern) was here to also return me to this love, that the experience of what power is not has led me toward the knowing of what it is.
With love - Christine

I find my self longing for the turmoil of the hurricane that never happened.
Yesterday, after the much prophesied storm I was disappointed not to wake up to chaos. I wanted the chaos, the system not working, people on the streets, walking, some working together, the blitz spirit and then I thought of the trees. The trees help me so much and in my desired chaos many of them would have been uprooted and died - I couldn't reconcile this with my longing for the catharsis. i voiced my disappointment in a glib way to my mother's carer and she put me in my place ' but people could have been killed and their property damaged and it would cause so much stress'. I felt humbled and naughty but militant - property? Stuff? the matrix, clinging to accumulated, hoarded, empty meaningless, false, MDF stuff!
I spent loads of yesterday listening to Listen by Beyonce - she finds the anger and the hurricane but somehow the through the expression there is a cleansing. For me there is some kind of diaphram that frustrates my expression. And then you wrote this article about the Greys. I have empathy and can express feeling but there is a raw point Beyonce passes where I freeze.

I also Teresa have had attacks from the Greys during my sleep I think they were sussing me out to be honest thinking I was easy pickings! I agree the spiritual path is about duality not just the light and our work in bringing the light into the darkness with compassion. I am no expert on this topic and consider myself still new to the spiritual journey, but I am finding myself making shifts in my own energy field everyday and seeing this happening within the collective. Thankyou for your article Open it is very informative and updating. Love Ruthxx

Hi Open,

I can’t get away from the feeling that part of Openhands mission is to draw attention to this grey area in humanities field, get them to recognise it and then somehow as part of collective teamwork - work together to realign them back to source, back to the light…….Correct me if I am wrong. Are certain individuals drawn to Openhand for this, or anyway is that not our orginal purpose as Divine Sovreign Source Light Beings?.

So the very aspects which are mentioned , many people can resonate with and begin to recognise them in their field and as a collective. It seems unavoidable they are manifest in the very infrastructure of society and working through vehicles etc, I don’t think it should be taken so personally anymore, although at the very first instance it feels very personalised, particularly if we are acutely sensitive to the energy of such beings and learning to accept the very raw felt energy which isn’t benevolent.. When we really feel them, and become very familiar with this energy, for example at first I had many physical attacks of these creatures whilst sleeping, so I know how they feel physically and hearing their squeeling. And then of course we recognise them working through people, we feel the energy instantly in the corruptness, food chains, injustice etc, it is like a smoke of grey energy, felt physically. It can be seen.

But simply recognising aspects of them, draw them in…….feel them fully and work to release them, so in this sense this article is very helpful, constructive and soul felt lovingly at large.
Thank you for that.

When you speak about them not having a destiny or individualised plan…….I am sure many canalso resonate with that when learning to let go . For example

When we are in the period of the great void, and we are feeling like we are not receiving any particular guidance or directions, can we shift our perception to knowing that even the void itself is a part of Divine guidance? To be humble is to walk in the knowing and deep understanding of the Divine plan……

Anyway, I get mixed feelings from this article, but I do get a feeling to consciously work together to release them back into light.

This journey of ascension isn’t just about the light.
I find this article encouraging.

A heartfelt Thank-you Open. We can all work together – a labour of love.
and realighnment- with a benevolent helping hand of angels assisting us.

Tess

Wow! As I read this article there were waves of recognition of seeing myself in all of it. Open you said,

"The paternalistic 'father figure' has gone and there is a tremendous unwinding effect going on in the field as a result. It's also why so much of this original Pain of Existence is bubbling to the surface."

This exact pattern is surfacing in my own field over the last year...coming face to face with the expectations on my own paternal father and how in his absence I have projected this need on other males in life. I have started to see how this has been a substitute for a real connection to source and just keep noticing and recognizing everytime this attempt to project comes up and come back to the true source.

Now the original feeling of being alone and abandoned combined with the fear of completely disappearing - of having no voice or no effect are coming on strong - the question comes as to whether this is a soul feeling or an ego based feeling? Is it just the ego holding on to separate existence or is it the result of a soul that has either lived the life of a grey or had other life experiences that brought these feelings on and attracted the presence of the greys in my field due to resonance?

One other question, if the greys have had their karmic past life memories wiped, are they still able to feel the effects of the karma even if they can not identify the experience itself - are they able to feel even if it is difficult to express emotion? Perhaps a naive question =)...

Also, feeling that seeing and experiencing and realigning this in the microcosm will help to align it in the macrocosm and perhaps facilitate greater compassion to the greys themself and a greater ability to facilitate their realigment with source.