Portals and Pleadian contracts.

Jenny you said...

"Unexpectedly, the more I feel what is really going on rather than "correcting it", I am feeling an upsurge of wildness and an urge to lose control...it feels very centered in the 2nd chakra - which for me has been quite amazing to feel at all. I keep having the urge to dance until I fall on the floor and feel intense pulsation of energy from the lower centers upward. I get comical images in my mind of me going out in public naked or with disheveled clothes on and my hair all sticking up in all directions like I've been electrocuted.

This is EXACTLY what I'm talking about. This is that level of letting go. It's wild, free and totally out of control - very 'non-spiritually-correct'. But that's where we need to go. Remember how people started to express on the Florida "Walking the Path". So many people are repressed and unable to truly express who they are within this energy.

And yes, it's preferable if we can establish a safe space to work through this. It's good to share with a trusted friend/partner what you're going through, that you're not going crazy, you just feel to get into these repressed emotions.

If all people were helped to work in this way, war and aggression would cease. The intervention would be quickly unraveled. Psychiatric institutions would become a thing of the past. Over time, harmony would be restored to the human condition.

Open

Thanks Cheryl and Mike for your warm engagement =)! Cheryl, yes it can be so challenging and yet living life floating along unaware yet feeling that nagging sensation of wtf is the point of this existence is sooo painful! And so we keep going... Digging in and freeing up!

Mike...thanks for your input...yes a question that keeps coming is what if it didn't matter what anyone thought about you? And does it?! How freeing to live in a way that is not obscured by the need to be liked or well received... Not there yet but recognize that every moment is inviting this and I am beginning to stumble and not be so prepared and not always say the "appropriate" thing and this crack in the protective shell is oddly exhilerating!
=) love, Jenny

Came back to add that surely this is a feeling out process of authentic expression balanced with interacting in a way that can most readily be received.... Not just a disregard for how things are received but more non-attachment to the outcome.

Thank you Open!

Over the last few days I have been noticing the urge to rely/depend on others for things I can do myself...down to some of the silliest tasks...a reflection of what has happened on a larger scale. I continuously notice the pattern you mention above of immediately shifting into the detached observer and choosing to be different - following what I would perceive to be a spiritually correct way of being...what a trick that can be!...knowing what it should look like and then putting that on. So it's been another step past that to catch that moment and actually feel what is going on when I have the urge to disown my own sovereignty and believe I need anything outside of myself. I have to wonder every time I write on this site, am I doing it here as well? Am I seeking answers outside of myself - relatively speaking? Though the keys and reflections I constantly see here help to unfold the experience within...I do feel a deep level of trust with Openhand and I wonder if this is part of giving it away...not questioning it enough? Perhaps we'll see when the reflections aren't so comfortable =)!

Unexpectedly, the more I feel what is really going on rather than "correcting it", I am feeling an upsurge of wildness and an urge to lose control...it feels very centered in the 2nd chakra - which for me has been quite amazing to feel at all. I keep having the urge to dance until I fall on the floor and feel intense pulsation of energy from the lower centers upward. I get comical images in my mind of me going out in public naked or with disheveled clothes on and my hair all sticking up in all directions like I've been electrocuted.

With this unfolding this sentence really stuck out to me...
"Be prepared to lose control. Be prepared to express what you might consider previously as your lower darkness. But then integrate the truthful and authentic aspect of that, peeling away the distortion that you begin to recognise in the exploration."

So it seems those lower urges are being felt and now to feel out how to express them and peel away the distortion in a way that doesn't get me arrested =).

Thanks for this amazingly clear sharing!!
Jenny

Since this subject is so important, I felt to provide an example.

Consider anger for example. It's not spiritually correct to express anger. So when it arises, many spiritual approaches are encouraging people to simply dissolve the anger by 'dropping the hot coals' internally. To quickly let go, but crucially, before you've felt the heat of the 'coals'.

What this does is establish an inner identity that is afraid of the 'heat' (in this case the anger). So the tendency is to 'trip switch' into a detached state - the detached observer. Now you're in denial, denying a crucial aspect of yourself within the lower density wherein Opposing Consciousness can reside as entities - unseen in your field because you're actually avoiding that behaviour - that aspect of self. You're avoiding a vibration of your own field.

But in ALL distortions is buried truth - buried aspects of self. So for example, within anger is the purposeful ray 1 warrior energy. Within control, is that aspect of the soul that knows what's supposed to happen, and is supposed to shape reality according to the higher flow (in this case it would be the ray 3 acting on the plane of the intellect - shaping with mind). These are two key rays the raptor energy works on (and distorts for its own ends).

So if we feel angry, we need to express it and let it out. If we feel controlling of situations, we need to feel the control inside - where is the tightness? We need to keep failing so we can learn not to be attached to the fulfillment of creation - so we can bring creation into completion, but not by controlling or needing it to happen. Thus we don't become identified with the creation.

Exploring ones deep behaviours in this way it to embody soul. We will feel the raptor buried within. As your lower sensitivity increases, you may feel it in the colon or solar plexus. When unleashed, it will express as anger, control, lust, consumption etc etc. But now we can start to express the authentic aspect of that energy.

As you embody, you naturally eject anything that doesn't belong in your field. If the energy is pure, it can't hang on. This is when either sitting in a portal or activating one with sense of will (the very energy that masked the raptor entity in the first place) will then eject it and locate it back to where it belongs.

Open

Hi Cheryl, I'd say what you're describing as doubt, is rather a healthy questioning - the ray 3 aspect of the soul that I spoke of. We're in an environment where many energies are masquerading as something they are not. Consider it this way, see how you feel about this... If a being in higher dimensions can offer you something that may seem really great, yet gets you to surrender your sovereignty as a fully self determining being, then to me, that cannot be benevolent. Consider that one of the fundamental karmic problems of humanity right now is that it has surrendered its sovereignty, if not to some higher religious or spiritual power, then to governments and corporations. One of the driving aspects for humanity right now is to learn to trust in oneself. But it must not be blind trust. Trust is earned, by exploration. And trust is not an on or off thing - it's a sliding scale upwards. We explore, we challenge, we unravel. Then we simply know. You get to trust in the unraveling power of the universe yes. You get to trust that you will be shown the way yes. But it has to be you that figures out your own version of the truth by constant exploration. I work with benevolent beings. But I've constantly tested them. I've dissolved them from my field time and again until how they were working made absolute sense. They were working to reveal my own self empowerment through my own inner sovereignty. They never made it easy. They never channeled. They offered a mirror... "this is what you are being now, does that serve you?" I noticed when they would spike my attention to something, but then leave me to figure out and integrate by myself. Yes they were there in the background, but it was always me that had to make my own realisation. And when I did, their chorus sounded out like a choir of angels. In my knowing, the Plaiedians have especially been deceived by the raptor energy here on Earth. The intervention began right from their very first steps here. The problem is this... the Plaiedians have not been used to the density. It has always been painful to fully embody. So there's a natural tendency to want to stay up in the higher vibrations. The raptor consciousness on the other hand is very dense, staying in the lower ones. So as ones choices to act here in the 3D land from the higher soul, they become very open to distortion. Especially if there's a reticence to go fully into ones own inner darkness - that's where the raptor resides. So although there'll be all kinds of inner temptations NOT to get into the inner density, all kinds of reasons why to raise vibration rather then go deep into the lower ones, and all kind of inner trip switches to avoid and deny, the invitation is to explore ones own density, ones darkness. It will be in issues like consumption, sexuality, control, manifestation. or else avoiding the challenges of being completely spontaneous by trying to control the moment and thereby block the raptor within. But especially in this avoidance the raptor has already won. It's in ones field and you can't even feel it. Be prepared to lose control. Be prepared to express what you might consider previously as your lower darkness. But then integrate the truthful and authentic aspect of that, peeling away the distortion that you begin to recognise in the exploration. It's not easy no. But it is the path to mastery. And that's what we're here for. Open