Ah how interesting - during your time in Australia I was experiencing quite some Sirius/Annunaki karma.

There has been quite a feeling of limitation in my life recently, in the way I live, in the way I experience my relationship, in how I can communicate with the language barrier, of being in constructs where my way of being is not understood but rather mocked or criticized.

In the meantime, reminders of where I grew up trigger deep sadness and grief in me - a longing for a certain environment or way of living.

It all culminated in an evening of deep, intense release. Crying into my partners lap. It was only after some time I was able to speak and say "it feels like I have no home". It was only after saying these words that it clicked it could be karma from the Sirius/Annunaki story.

• The feeling of being 'far from home'
• Being limited in my environment with how I naturally want to express
• The persistent trying to change my reality with no results (tight solar plexus as you mentioned above)
• Feeling unsatisfied (sacral)

I'm done with the control. Of trying to bring a better reality for myself.

I'm inspired by what you said Open, about grounding a greater sense of tollerance for situations where the flow is blocked. But then it's also crucial for me not to just blend myself into them, but rather feel my essence through them and just being in that truth, without wanting/needing things to go a particular way.

The Sirius/Annunaki story and karma are quite something to crack open. Interestingly for me it has required a slow build up of pressure, culminating in a kind of shattering of reality - just as happened on Sirius.

Thanks so much for all the reflections.

Much love

Rich