Hi Open,

I felt tonight to burn the midnight oil to work on opening the crown chakra as you suggested to me in reply today, but felt to come here to your site and "stumbled upon" this long list of posts going back several years, many of them from Megha. I know this has to be synchronicity because I needed to hear and learn so much of what you and she have been speaking about all through here.

I feel like I'm so new to this spiritual work, yet once I hear the words, I can grab and run with the knowledge. It speaks to me on finding my way into the density and karma. I resonated with so many things you and Megha discussed from very recent weeks ago, all the way back to 2018. I'd missed so many of these topics.

I feel really inspired to dig deeper into the letting go and working out the karmic distortions now I have an idea of how to do it. I recognize things quickly now when they come up but just didn't have the "key" to working into unfolding the tightness very well. I feel I have a good grasp of that now.

So grateful I came here to do one thing tonight instead of going to bed and trying to sleep, and was led to this long years of discussion with you and Megha. This was the sign I had been needing for a long time and didn't know it until tonight. I love how the synchronicity kicks in when you least expect it. I know the tightness will keep coming up for me to work on but I feel greatly inspired tonight.

The one thing I'm really curious about is the decades of nerve pain I've had in my body, the drs. call Fibromyalgia. At the last online event recently when we were all journeying, that pain left almost completely and I notice only comes up again if I definitely am having tightness, so I work on breathing and opening into it. I thought maybe you had drawn it out of me, but don't know for sure. Did you take that on or am I just learning how to work things out and it's healing on it's own? I'd accepted long ago that I was stuck living with that nerve pain so was surprised when it disappeared. I've always been so terribly curious my entire life and ask millions of questions that drive people crazy. lol I guess that's more allowed here in this group.

So....I'm working on letting go so the soul can flow through. I'm still very excitedly looking forward to the Lion's Gate online event too. Seems there's always internet or computer issues coming up right before these online events I want to attend but I trust I'll connect and join everyone and learn so much more.

So my work now is accepting and letting go of not wanting to lose this house that was given to me, but never put into my name. I feel it was so the man, my ex boyfriend who is very controlling, could continue to control me. I know if I do have to move out, things will work out for me and he will lose every bit of that control he works hard to use on me and I keep working to unravel, which makes me happy to know that. I've been expressing myself more and not giving away my power so much so this has just been another exercise for me. I'll be sad if I have to move but will work through that too. Every move I've done willingly has brought better things into my life and I know this will continue to happen. That magic you speak of.

I dumped him 3 years ago because he's a control freak and later he came and bought me this house. But it's not worth giving my power away for. I need to step up and take back my power!

Well my burning the midnight oil turned into a long post here but I feel it was well worth it that I found this particular forum tonight. Thank you and also Megha for so much insight.

Much love to you both