It really freaks me out some days! And on other days I seem to connect to an amazing flow.

At the moment I am trying to face into the fear of the disintegrating 3D and survival. I guess it is really for me to accept death of the physical form. I know it with my head but on another level I am shit scared of the suffering, actually I'm terrified.😨

When I was in the christian camp I believed the end was nigh and Jesus was going to come rescue me from the suffering of the end times ha ha, not going to happen! It was a hard one to swallow.

Now its up to me to move through the various quagmires and find my soul bits.

Im not sure why I am sharing this or if its relevant. I figure this is an accepting, encouraging forum so I am putting it out there.

I haven't been awake very long and its alot to take in. Some of it doesnt make sense yet there is a weird feeling that its right.

Also I keep seeing 3:33, I dont know much about numbers and there is so much out there to wade through, what's your take on it?

And I guess I'll give the 'bow' a crack and see if I can shift this terror!

Tally ho!

Zee

I always seem to have trouble putting things on here, I type away then end up deleting it or doubling up my comments. aargh v frustrating! whats my lesson? post or not to post that is the question!