I have been working through all the feelings and changes that come day to day and feel very much in the flow. There are a couple things I do struggle with. One is the very disturbing dreams... like something out of a horror movie. Every night for weeks they are vivid and disturbing. And also during these last few weeks I struggle to meditate. I get into a deep calm state and then I am over taken by these disturbing images much the same as my dreams. Each morning I feel into the flow of my soul, embrace gratitude, forgiveness and self love before engaging in my day. I am trying to feel into and move through the disturbing images but I feel almost blocked from the guidance I usually receive. I use to see and hear my guidance and now I have to feel into my heart space continually through the day to reconnect. I feel like I am constantly being bumped out of a computer program and I have to log back in. I am trying to embrace the change but feel like I’ve been dumped some days.