What a wild ride that was! Even on the journey there it all started kicking off as I was invited to take control and direct people at the airport when chaos was reigning. A fatherly energy was constantly being invited, making me feel alive and in my element. This turned into a deep regression into Annunaki lives and karma that came from that - the "I'm doing this for your own good" distortion and the guilt from seeing how this distortion ended up hurting people.

As you reflected, the pendulum had swung in the other direction, as I noticed how I rejected this energy and overcompensated, becoming overly accepting of controlling feminine energies around me - giving in to the goddess and thus disempowering myself.

Throughout (and after) this trip I've been challenged by physical manifestations of karma and illness - which a plastic red line now tells me is C0v!d. It's facilitated a deeper surrender into the density of incarnation and the pressure I feel around mission in this lifetime.

Coming back has been strange as I've not seen anyone yet (due to apparent infectious illness). Just me in my tiny house, by myself. Have been feeling slightly listless and unmotivated. No desire to go around my local neighborhood. Little motivation for things that would usually interest me like music. It feels like a deep hole of nothingness which I recognize I need to be in before something new emerges - like a cocoon. A new location, a new job perhaps, new people and new business direction - all calling me, yet there's little movement towards any of it coming my way right now.

It feels like a karmic reset.

Something brewing. I feel it. Stirring in the field. The world needs to be made anew. 5D rippling through 3D.

Thank you Open, Tilly and all my fellow participants for the trip of a lifetime. Something shifted out there. And I got the real sense that each of us were perfectly placed, interacting with each other as reflections of the wider journey taking place.

Words cannot express how grateful I am to Openhand for being there through the years, guiding, empowering. I'm extremely touched by your presence, as shown by my little breakdown on the last day :-) . A true light in the darkness.

With love

Rich