Thank you Asya. Your post reminds me of a murmuration of starlings. The individuals seemingly fuse to form a great swarm that moves gracefully and fluidly about the sky, coordinated by an invisible force. The phrase that further comes to mind is, 'the return to unity consciousness is surrender'. In clinging to my illusions, I keep myself in separation, so why not just totally let go? I ask myself that question. Yes, the barrier is fear. Am I willing to fully lose my Identity and reunite fully with source? I can certainly see the wood for the trees. I wonder sometimes if I am just enjoying the ride, sitting on the cusp of approaching the full kundalini flip to ascension. After all, the experience is the point is it not? But there is nothing more delicious than just being. All tension and inner conflict dissolves into an elemental passion of the moment. That eternal golden lake is so beautifully still. When I cast my stone, I watch the ripples with wonder. But now I crave the stillness again.