That's awesome! Great work! Explains a lot. i feel manipulated and at this point not well equipped to ward them off. Those are excellent and elegantly simple methods to "get right". Like reading my thoughts😉 you help me get past my anger, a very old defense mechanism for feeling weak and powerless. i really did eonder if they were somehow above karma that they thought it eas ok to do this to people/the planet. i would think to myself "they can come down and trade places and then see how they feel after!" You confirm something important for me: The feeling i'm being manipulated sexually. An easy enough one to resist but not always; i have needs too. But i don't like the dark place it goes. My biggest hurdle at this point is is staying calm. The summit of a mountain i don't even know how to start to climb. My reactions are lightning-fast; occur in nanoseconds, and i'm powerless, unthinking in my agitation. There has to be some way to control this? i'm tired of fighting with my sisters! Tired of wasting my energy, tired of being low. Want my heart to open.