All of the above influences resonate but especially these ones :

Where you're getting too focused on a project, goal or mission that makes you tight and takes you out of full embodiment

Where you're getting very logical, left-brain orientated as opposed to the intuitive

If you're losing true empathic feeling for others and nature

Pheww.. This seems to be a tall order. So many distortions to unravel. But this is where I remind myself that the journey is itself the destination.

I think I will add one more to the list that immediately pops in my mind.

The mind wanting to jump ahead from A to Z and skip all the steps in between. There is curiosity and adventure in the journey and the possibility of authentic creation but mind wants to take ownership of it.

This simply doesn't allow me to just relax and be. Or the other side of the distortion is that, I simply withdraw from the creative process and rest in the meditative bliss. How can we find a balance between this? This is the question I'm holding. I think trust is a key here. Simply trusting in the creative process and not get owned by doubt and control.

As the light emerges from the shadows, I'm witnessing beautiful synchronicites and creative possibilities emerging in the field and the natural inquiry around it. I think one key lesson that i got from the past few days of experience of changing location, getting sick and seeking support but learning that I had all the support that I needed already but I wasn't allowing myself to receive that because of expectation of reality to be a certain way, is never try to fix the pain. Pain, sickness are all natural reaction of the body mind to transformation. But simply allow it to happen and through all the self doubt, regrets and physical pain, light of the soul will emerge. And to put it simply we will feel better again.

Vimal 🙏