I can certainly feel a shift in the work; feels even more supportive and aligned than ever, and I'm grateful, thank you! So welcoming. I can't express enough how amazing it feels to still be accepted and welcomed despite the ugliness inside. To not be rejected yet again because of distortions you know aren't really you but just haven't realigned yet. Even more is the feeling of being truly understood, even though I vibe a different way. It is a wonderful platform from which to jump beyond myself, stealing lyrics from Alanis Morissette, and gives me the confidence to embrace the things I once felt ashamed of, like high sensitivity. The indigo shirt is quite alluring to me and synchronistic with being drawn to that color lately, and something I'm exploring. Is it the key to remembering an origin? Eager to dive deep. Whale has been speaking to me in synchronicities of that very thing. Grey Heron says be still, present, patient; the prize will come to you. I feel clearer about my decision to go to school, and really embrace being flexible and not attached the outcome, and that sense of staying open to what wants to change. Many whys, but also seeing there are different levels to it. Absolutely I see the top of the mountain and I say yes, that's where I want to go which is to me that self-mastery you speak of, but let's start from where we are, what's in front of me. Freedom, freedom to have a home I can really be myself in with the solitude and privacy I need. Even a trailer on a patch of land is enough. Gotta sing and Im loud. Freedom to let go.The means with which to travel, whether it be road trips or flights to distant lands. The urge to explore and experience has always been with me strongly. But I can't begrudge the restrictive enviro I find myself in because I asked for it. Begged for it: help me overcome my shit and fears that hold me back and derail me. I'm in the perfect place for that and I've learned so much, but ultimately I need my sovereign space and the means to fly when the urge strikes. And keep working towards that mastery where I no longer even need a home because my home is me. That seems to be emerging for me. Thank you so much for including the Chakra toning it s amazing! And for validating and expanding on many key points I've been exploring, especially how to express anger without attacking, which ive come to realize happens even through the ether and that my thoughts and energy are stronger than I ever realized and the responsibility that comes with that. Exploring the why of my anger helps to keep it from projecting onto others. After the exchange I slept. I woke feeling sadness that didn't express then, so I explored. It came up as loss of family and guilt. Exploring further I was able to find some resolution and more peace and acceptance. It doesn't kill me anymore, so to speak, and shifting from blame to understanding and forgiveness is helping that. Thank you for helping me see I don't have to be alone in this to learn, so long as I'm continuously self-inquiring and taking ownership, and replacing attachments with acceptance. Felt so good to be connected to such a wonderful group of people. Feels like something good is already happening! Feeling grateful and blessed! Barb🙏