It amazes me that there are words that describe what has always been just a feeling, a notion, a reflection, a knowing, a glimmer on the path...It is all so natural. It was not always this way. I remember "helping" ants escape to the grass had they unfortunately found their way into the concrete jungle. Running away as a teen because everything was "money, money, money," I knew there was an imbalance, felt guided and cared for but as I grew was pressured and left w/o any resources decided to succumb and play the game instituted by society. It swallowed me whole at times yet the flashes would momentarily ignite the inner flame to shine light to the absoluteness. I have always had conversations with those of the universe. When I was nine years old I would faint in church every week. I remember looking at Jesus on the cross ( it was so gruesome and odd) so so so many thoughts and feelings would flood me. My heart would race, I would feel so incredibly hot, sweat would bead, then my fingertips would start tingling, numbness ensued up my limbs. My peripheral vision would become fuzzy and disconnected at the edges as the darkness encapsulated me into an unconscious state. I cant count the number of times(no medical issues, I've never even had a cavity). I continued to converse into my twenties. I would ask for "signs" that I was on the right path, for guidance, for help. I pleaded at times, cried, rejoiced, was thankful. One time in particular stands out as we moved after picking a green spot on the map..I said silently,if I see a weeping willow tree, I will know I am on the right path. Almost 2,000 miles later, pull into the drive of a modest home and directly across the street is the most beautiful age old weeping willow tree these eyes have ever seen...sigh...those signs were always like a reset button in some way, I was relieved, threw my thanks out there and told them I would continue to give back to those I crossed paths with. Fast forward a decade and it has continued to evolve as received. Thoughts, ideas, feelings come through...no need to understand or intend at this point, the signs increased my awareness. Ahhhh there is just too much that arises. Enjoy. Glorious Day