This is where i need to get to. in terms of decision making, i'm only just learning to discern when it's ego want and desire, which unfortunately is quite often. i have yet to really learn when it's the whispers of my soul and i very much would like to do so. Since i have barely managed to master even an iota of patience, i'll need to keep working till i get to oodles 😉 i feel like i'm missing out on great adventures by jumping on the first opportunities, because it's easier, and then ignoring the warning signs. Or shying away from challenges and not bothering to feel if there's anything worthwhile on the other side. But i'm deciding to stop listening to the panicky, scared little girl and start trusting. She'll kick up a terrible fuss and make me feel so uncomfortable i'll want to bolt like a terrified horse, but now that i know the feelings i endeavor to just let them be until they pass. Lucky i've had a great teacher to show me how to breathe! It just occurred to me the horse analogy is spot-on as they tend to run right back to the burning barn, which is what i've been doing all my life. i've chosen the familiar, easy hell over having the courage to strike out on my own and to take responsibility for myself and my own life, and to follow my own divine path. Thank you for the inspiration. Time to get MOVING. 💙💙💙🙏