Thanks a lot Open,
yes it is a challenging time and i really want to get rid of this matrix!!! I have enough of that and by observing this, the mechanism, the manipulation, everything made to control the mass. Poah, and than, to stay in it, sometimes, no, the most of time, i am not able to, because it makes me angry, sad, aghast and often shocked. I am studying social work in Germany and i am in a very big resistance about... not with the others students, but with the learning content. I know that i won´t be able to work in this job or in one of these jobs. From now on i am more and more able to "understand" this system, it is like a puzzle and for me it is unbearable, especially the field about the german law and the implementation of that. "To have right, is not to get right!" Puuuh everything seems to be totally reversed and i have to be careful not to go permanent in resistance or stay in an inner fight. I am so thankful about your words, and looking forward to the divinicus book, hoping it will arrive in a few days. Ok, so on, continue in this theater by opening my mind and my heart, my soul, but.... it seems to be a really big lunacy there in the outside, Really! In the inside there is an idea and sometimes also a feeling of peace, but, a friend said to me: "Be careful and awake, and don´t do sugar on the shit!" Exactly, that is the point... currently i am barely able to go to school and follow my studying because of this resistance in me... what shall i do? Acceptance, hm, yes, no, yes, no... in this sense, thanks to all of you, with love
Melanie