An overflowing heart full of love to Open, Trinity, Kim, Jen, the angels that swooped down to envelop us in love, and all the beautiful souls that came together in Victoria for this effing awesome workshop. Deepest gratitude to everyone for your many kindnesses that made it possible for me to participate in this workshop by getting around my physical disability. Your compassion melts my heart and reduces me to tears. Special gratitude to those souls who let loose and howled their pain out into the Universe as it roared up inside to be released. Your outstanding courage inspires me to go deeper and to find the courage to express more fully.

My soul was afire with constant streaming illuminations as I felt into the mirrors presented by everyone around me. Felt into the anguish and tears of repressed memories, distortions, and physical and emotional pain related to this lifetime and past lifetimes. Felt into the attachments and identities. The resistances to surrendering to what is. Then feeling myself release what no longer serves me to express my gifts of beingness. Feeling myself dissolve into the white light of Absolute Presence, the path between worlds. Moments of pure ecstasy.

I especially resonated with Open's assignment to immerse ourselves outdoors in the beauty of nature to feel into how original humans experienced life on planet earth before the Intervention. I'm truly blessed to realize that I often feel a magical sense of unity when out in nature as all my senses come fully alive and transform into soft tendrils that drift gently outwards and everywhere to lightly touch and embrace the All. Kim, thank you for your observation that you felt I didn't express fully what I was feeling after this exercise when we came back into the circle. What I didn't say was that I felt tremendous sorrow, grief, and sadness at the loss of this feeling of unity consciousness as I identified, once again, with a smaller sense of me, afraid to express how I felt. That said, I'm committed to becoming conscious enough to feel into the distortions and pain, as they arise, that take me out of feeling this Oneness so that more and more I burst the illusions and feel myself as who I truly am, non-identified Absolute Presence in all things.

Trinity, a huge and special thank you for your Angelic Presence, your love and compassion which I feel so deeply, our lovely chat, and last but not least for your nurturing food filled with the lightness of angels' wings. And for the photo of me entitled "Kickass Catherine!" I'm feeling into my ray one warrior energy as I write these words!

Open, what can I say!? You Da Supreme Kickasser! You Da Man!

xxx Catherine