Hi Everyone ,
I got a very interesting flow of deep synchronicities that happened 2 weeks ago . Sometimes , i feel i might get a bit too late to an appointment that is important . That day . i left home a bit too late - but as i was heading towards Antwerpen ,i knew i could use the open speed ways in the best ways to close the gap of the delay . At that time , as well , i didnt know ( even intuitively ) that the car's engine was in need of Oil . I had just changed it back in December on my way back from The UK . That aspect of neglect for not checking the oil more regularly nearly cost me the gearbox . So , on my way to Antwerpen , i seriously went up to 95 MPH for the whole 50 miles to be as close as possible to aligned time i need to be . This rarely happens , if not never at all . On my close arrival to the Town , i slowed down the car to 50 MPH - to take time to relax and breath in / out fully and let go of the pressure i did put myself in . I can surely laugh at it now , it was close to a comic movie scene of the Marx Bothers .
But , as i slow down the speed , i hear a very unwelcoming & unpleasant noise coming from the gearbox - a noise that signals something is going wrong here . My heart rate started to go up + some sweat was coming down my fore head . The thoughts " Oh Noooo " appeared in my mind ..... yet , i didnt settle for the drama , not this time around when mechanics start to crumble down . I know it' s a Mercury retrograde phase and that implies some electronics or mechanics mismatch to appear in the quantum soup landscape . I remind myself as well that its always for a learning or a lesson , not about fixing the problem .
Further down the road , as i entered town , i had already been honoring as best as i could some sense of worries , stress , tightnesses and " projections on the near future " . The lower mind's responses can't bring me down this time as i am the Witness of it all . I than let Ray2 high sensitivity / acceptance to guide the way to handle a car with a tightened gearbox and Myself within it . This intuitive move allowed me to drive gently stuck in 3d / 4th gears until i could park it , where i was supposed to go . I went to the appointment with the best Inner version of Myself so i can deal gently with it . When i returned back , the gearbox was very tight to move the gears - so i worked a little on it and was able to go back home . On my way back, on the dashboard , this little red dot lighted itself up to indicate a lack of Oil . My penny suddenly dropped !!! How can i have not checked the Oil before ?? even if it didnt make total sense ....i felt angry at myself somehow even if everything seemed to be perfectly interrelated to deliver a BIGGER Message . Indeed , i am able right now to manifest incredible opportunities to shine many gifts in different sectors since February 2017 . There is a Bigger force at work inside - which feels unlimited and incredibly adaptable and very creative . Bang on , thats the message i can finally pick up now -and all sorts of emotional bursts had already softened due to the Self-realization point . Something else was attracting my attention : The gearbox still works but not like before . I filled in some New Oil and it feels like it can drive for a while longer ...the 1st and 6th make horrible noise when i engage them - but i finally felt intuitively how to use them now ( its been 2 weeks now ) with soft attentiveness and more care .
It didnt stop my willingness to inquire about the prices of second hand cars / and ask the Universe : ' Please show me how this needs to unfold " i will follow with surrendered acceptance . And if this car should brake down soon , how would i be able to go work ( yoga Classes , painting works , garden cleanings , English courses ) did i also ask Myself ? Well , i have no real clue yet and it doesn't matter . It feels like there has been a little Miracle taking shape and i dont need to figure it out completely for now . I feel so happy to be able to read the signs , the deeper meaning , working with the inner feelings and letting the Message land in the heart . It didnt take my inner smile off , Oh No .The last time i checked my e-mails , all my latest clients are fully satisfied from how they felt with My Presence & the quality services i provided . Riding the Souls waves and activating the right Rays to be working together is hard to describe but so fulfilling & uplifting . The day after the incident , i went along with some duties and allowed a space to express some of the pending emotional charges - it allowed a full clearing and felt at Peace with Myself again.
Thank you all for your sharings , i enjoyed them so much .
Open , i see New Mustangs all over the place too .... and often i feel like " I would love to drive one of these with the Big V8 under the bonnet " - That engine reflects so much of what i am living right now .
Big Hugs of Love ,
Jean